Love Actually

Love.

What is love? The concept of love has come across my mind many times. Although I'd like to admit, I'm too young for love...but people want to find love, regardless of anything. Now, the question is... do I want to find love?

Right now? Maybe not. In the future? Perhaps... but would I ever find it?

The concept of, finding your one and only love.. is amazing to me. The commitment, the pain, the happiness, the laughter, and everything else that comes with it...people stick through it. But I wonder...how do you know when you're in love with your one and only?

Is there some sort of sign that could tell you that person you love, is the one for you? Is it in their eyes? Is it in the way they look at you? Perhaps it's the way they touch your hand. Or maybe it's their smile that takes your breath away. But, truly... how do you know?

I don't know what love is... I wonder what "love" could be. I know, love from my family. I know, love from my friends. But what is this.... love that I have yet to find? What will this love bring me? I wish I knew.

I don't know why I've decided to write on love today. Is it because I've been feeling loneliness in my heart? Or perhaps... it's just..memories of the past making me feel so... empty.

8-30... it's coming up too soon. Why can't I just let go of that..and put it in the past? I have told myself so many times, that it matters very little to me. But in my heart, I know... the wounds that were made... have yet to heal.

There's still so much... I wish to let go...