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ok..might I add I am really pissed cause I haven't had any good drawings lately.. RaRRR.. I don't know.. doesn't seem like I could find the style I want to draw. My drawings are too rough..the eyes have no feelings in it..I need to find my style instead of drawing everyone else's style. I have like the image I want to draw in my mind..but when I try to put it on paper, it seems so hard and I don't know how to do it. ARGHHHHHH.. it pisses me off a LOT!!

ok..so I made a rendition of the "picnicing darkly" from megatokyo. ALthough it's not a great one. I like how it turned out except for the following things:

1) the eyes were too rough and had no expression in them
2) the body was a bit out of proportion
3) I have no artistic talent whatsoever
4) #$*(&#($&(#&($&*(&#$( ARGHHHHHH!!

Okay.. so I feel better now.right? I dunno. I haven't drawn anything substantially good since my FF X-2 drawing of Shiva and Ifrit. I must say..those were my best so far. I was sooo glad on how those turned out. I think that my style of drawing has to do with realistic looking subjects. but anyways.. yea.. I love my Ifrit and Shiva, which I'll post later on. I feel sooo inferior when I look at Fred's online manga.. Megatokyo. I love that manga!!!!! it's soo awesome! I truly hope he comes to Anime Expo this year.. YAY YAY!! Can't wait !! hehe.. so awesome.

well.. I also took a glance on his sketches and color works..and even his dumpbox is so impressive compared to my drawings. GOSH!! Inferiority!!! you could look at his sketches at his other site Fredart. It's sooo kawaii..check it out.

*ahem* anyways.. moving on to other business. Ahh!! Nancy you must forgive me for utterly being stupid. Ladies and Gentlemen.. I had forgotten Nancy's birthday. *GASP*!!!!! It was this previous Sunday! Forgive me Nancy. But I truly hope you had a great birthday. Happy belated birthday!! A thousand apologies my friend!

besides my utter stupidity.. I feel hungry.. Yes indeed. But anyways..I had wanted to say something..but now I don't remember.

ah yes...Summertime.. it's time to have fun and relax right?

WRONG!!!

You know what I get instead? FRIGGIN PEOPLE WHO KEEP BUGGING THE SHIET OUT OF ME!!! Gosh..seriously.. get a clue already. Like everytime those people talk I just want to smack the shiet out of them. Well particularly this one person.. I won't name who it is.. but "HE" should know who "HE" is.. gosssshhhhhhh ARGHH.. seriously.. I'm trying to do my work.. and I say I want to finish it.. and yet.. "HE" keeps IMing me..asking ,"can I talk to you now?" if I said I want to be left alone to do work..I'm SERIOUS..


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Ok.. does that make me feel better? Actually no it doesn't. So I'm going to go.

Bye

ph34r!!