Growing Weary

Tears that try to ease pain
releasing the sorrow and grief within
I continue to contemplate every day of every hour
perhaps there is something that I could do.
Problems cross within my path
different situations that don't pertain to me
but they come, looking for a welcomer
to bare the emotions wanting to be expressed.
My eyes grow tired and weary
from shedding tears that were caused by them
yet, they realize not of this sacrifice
and the worried lines that begin to grow.
If I could find a way
to stop it all from continuing
perhaps all the tears will go away
and finally people will be at peace.



(c) josephine Lin


wow..I was quite surprised about how that one turned out, but it truly portrays the feelings I've been experiencing lately. Although it's true that my past entry has been quite mellow. I've been wanting to change the things that I have left behind in my xanga, but some things were left unfinished. I just hope by now I could try and fix some things. I'm just so tired though.

There has been just a number of things that have actually been good these past week. I guess dwelling on the good things helps distract me from all the stupid things that have been going on.

I just hope that this summer will be a good one. Maybe space from some people will help, and running through XC will also help me vent off all of the things from this past year. I just have to say, my freshmen year had some good memories..and some bad. But mainly, it's been an interesting experience. I'm going to miss a lot of people, and I miss a lot of people although they aren't going anywhere. But it still feels like although they're here, they're not really here. I don't really want to explain what I mean..just a thought I wanted to express.

There's so many things going through my head right now, but I'll leave them to myself. If I let them out, I might say something I don't even mean to say, or.. do something I don't mean to do.

On a lighter note..

I miss my cousin Elka!!! GIRL I miss you so much!! Can't wait til I get to visit you in Wisconsin this summer. =D hehe..

anyhoo..that's it, time to go.

Goodbye

-joSeE